Here is the interesting thing.
I think I have decided I don't want to be near the most successful at my job.
Or my future job.
Or in School.
I think I have known this for awhile.
and I think its ok.
I can work hard, play hard, and relax hard.
Life is hard but it doesn't need to be too hard all the time.
I want to lay with you.
And hold my children.
Talk to you, jump in lakes, fly kites, go to montana again.
I am going to go get food.