it's a blank page but somehow you are pictured here

it's a empty hammock and somehow I still see you swinging

my eyes are closed and somehow I still see you there

it's a empty house but somehow I still feel you here

im all alone and it feels that way.

journal entry 500

Lay me in the bath and drown me

In the dark. In one foot of our warmest water. 

--- insert drawing here: bath tub ---

Hang me, take the curtain off the rod and hold me tight around the neck. 

Pull me closer. Pull it tighter. 

Kiss me until my lips bleed

Kiss me until I never bleed again. 

Smile.

Can't you see...?

You look beautiful, in my eyes. 

---- insert drawing here: eye ball with evil fucking bitch in the reflection holy shit. ---